Just a day in the life.
Tomorrow will be a month since I turned 57 years old. For many years the thought of dying never bothered me. But as I get older the more I think about dying and that when I do I will be alone. My partner is 70 years old so he keeps telling me that he will be gone before I am. I have a 34 year old daughter who still lives in NJ and even though she has told me that I would not be alone I find it highly doubtful. I barely get a phone call from her and she has never come down here for an extended visit. There is always an excuse as to why she can't. Now I've come to peace with how that is with her and harbor no hard feelings towards her. It's just the way she is. Sad thing is, after I'm gone she is going to feel guilty about it for a long time. But this is the life I chose. I chose to move to WNC and leave my family and friends in NJ. I love my life as it is now. No stress and I am much happier than I have been in years. I've got my depression pretty much in c...